Fourteen

I keep finding my self looking for people to replace you.
I don't understand why I do that.

Nostalgia

I wonder if this is normal.

Switch

Press Pause and Twelve Part II.

This is the correct order in which the thoughts passed through my mind.

Technology makes it appear otherwise.

Astronomical

This is foreign to me.
I don't understand.

I have a question.
But, I just don't know what to ask.

Twelve Part II

I reached that point again. I want to die. Not kill myself, not commit the act. Or maybe even not go through the process of dying. But just be dead. Gone.

This is what I want.












I have no idea what I want. Except to be done.

Press pause

I need to stop.








Just grow.

I remember

When I was all you had.




The truth is: this still hurts.

Smoke me. Drink me. Eat me.

Why do I always fall in live with people who I think I can save?









I can't even save myself.

I have these choices before me.

Please help me make the right one.